Monday, 31 August 2015


It has been a month.. I think.. with no depression at all. I still think negatively every now and then but there's no painful, traumatic thoughts or emotions that wreck me up and down.

Laptop failed again right after the last blog post, but I managed to got it back on within the next 24 hours. With the lack of RAM and pagefile, things are getting a bit slow, couldn't multitask to do several things at once, hell even Photoshop bugged out due to low memory, but in the end I managed to finish the WIP:

It was quite fun to do this one, worked on it for the last 2 days, skipped this... or last night to finish it up since it got me going really good. Now I'm pumped and I can't sleep Q_Q

Wednesday, 26 August 2015

Laptop's getting old

Pretty late right now so I'll keep it short.

I've been facing with some hardware problems lately, so things have been slow. I'll just drop this WIP here, in case anything happens.

Sunday, 16 August 2015


Haven't updated this for so long...

Might as well update the gallery for a bit.

Recently I've been playing with the beefy demons again, came up with an idea of a close-up with the Drub being jerked off:

But then in the final render, I had to change things around to avoid bad lighting, not much of a loss so I think it turned out okay.

I also notice myself using chroma abbreviation a lot lately XD

Friday, 9 May 2014

Small update

Been getting kinda unmotivated and tired lately, can't seem to focus on doing anything useful. But I've been trying to do some tests on lighting in Lux:

Still pretty green so it took me quite awhile to figure out the atmosphere setup. But I guess this will come in handy later on.

Wednesday, 30 April 2014


Ugh, so sleepy... But I've managed to finish this for Moody:

I always wanted to cuddle up with a certain big, monstrous guy, then fall asleep on him while being held firmly :3


Now comes the great challenge, a render to celebrate the 5k views on FA. But... eyes can't open...

Sunday, 27 April 2014

Hitting the low notes

..again. At least it doesn't cause any major breakdown, but it did make me feel very unmotivated and disappointed at myself.

Been doing some more stuff for Moody. However with this current state I'm at, I don't think I can finish it within this week or anything.

Not to mention there are several renders that I want to try out, plus the 5k view mark on FA, bah. Thinking about it just made me feel nervous and all. Why can't I be normal for once?

Wednesday, 23 April 2014


How do they work??? @o@

Maybe it's just me but I always wonder why not many people make/conform clothes for these smexy monstrous dudes. Sure that nude is good, but imo clothes sometimes can make them look even more better (it's not all about sex).

Could be me being new, but making conformable clothes for those models are hella tedious and time-consuming. Perhaps I'll use other 3D modelling programs to help me with this task in the future, instead of fiddling with Poser's magnets and morph tool :S

I've been looking at my old stuff and realised that I have promised so many things but never been able to deliver it. So, here it is, finally finished a scrap that I made awhile ago.

Here's the scrap, back in... 2012

I made a poll and people voted for them doing some frotting together. Here's the result:

Tell me what you think.